Why isn't that when I mention doing something so " morally unethical " people think that I'm doing it on hour fucking 1?
I don't think that but lets just say some of us recognize your "youthful enthusiasm". Experience often pops to mind for many of us with scars and memories of past misadventures (ours and our friends still with us or not) often stemming from under informed or not fully thought out decisions. One of my favorite quotes has been changed due to age and experience " A wise man learns from his mistakes" now makes me smile and think "A fool learns from his mistakes, a wise man learns from the mistakes of others".
The faster you can get a grip on the relation of action and reaction/consequence and temper it with experience and an understanding of how chance, luck, fate, karma or what ever you want to call it plays its part, the faster you'll get ahead, hopeful with the scars of experience born by others. Sometimes immediate action is needed and dawdling while making a decision is just as bad as just jumping in, I wish you the best and recommend cultivating a good understanding of history particularly as applicable to a situation. I don't really recommend books but one you would be wise to consider in regards to wrol would be SOG The secret wars of Americas commandos in Vietnam by John Plaster. The concepts of out numbered and surrounded I don't believe are fully understood by many preppers.