I'll be honest with you guys, I don't know how I will fair or react in WROL, I guess it depends on how bad it gets here. It also depends if I'm left all alone, or if I make it to our bug out location so I can be around other people.
I think if I had to kill a bunch of people, maybe even women and children, I think it might start to get to me after a while. I think as long as I had time to decompress from the stress, I might be alright, but if it was continuous for years and years, I could see it getting to me.
I don't think I'd ever kill innocent people like this guy did, I think my stresses would manifest itself in other ways, because I know myself. I could see myself drawing closer into myself, and pulling away from people, probably my wife and child. That's one thing I'm worried about in WROL.
The problem with me is that I'm not a sociopath, and I think being a sociopath helps you in WROL. I feel too deep and feel too much, and I think killing a bunch of people, women and kids included would start to mess with me, I could see myself just going blame old talking to myself nuts, or withdrawing from friends and family.
The good news is that if our bug out plans work out, I'll have others to help support me, and I think this will be a huge plus for my mental health, because I'll have other people to talk to, and even ways to blow of steam, and I'll have other people helping to watch my back, so I don't have to do it 24/7 all by myself.
I think that's a huge part of this for me, is have other people around me, supporting me, and helping me to watch our backs, so I don't have to do it all by myself.
I also see myself heavily relying on God during this time, as he would be my rock to help me and my family get through WROL.
Two words, "new normal". You'd be surprised what you can adjust to when you don't have any other option. But you are right, some people will chose to simply not to.
The affects of loosing a comfy life and having to adjust to something much less will affect a lot of people. Especially women and children who have no concept of what life was like 150 years ago, much less in a violent post collapse situation. Most will eventually adjust but there will be those who will not be able to do it without suffering a mental breakdown.
These things we prepare for won't be an adventure, they will be very ugly and very hard. That's why anyone with any sense fears them occurring.